There are two ways of looking at things at the moment. One, is to count the days left in the current year 2022 and two, by counting few days left before entering the new year, 2023.
I choose number one.
I feel the urgency of finishing few more tasks of my life in these few days. I feel running out of time with these unfinished businesses. Tasks of my personal achivements.. Which till today are halfway done.
I am not looking foward for the new year. For me, new year comes with new responsibilities. Even though I am not working anymore, my personal tasks are the same. Aurora will soon going to secondary school.. She needs to be more serious of her studies which means I have to be more serious to make sure she studies.. Such a never ending job for me..
I am getting older.. My strength has left me.. Waking up fresh is a rare occasion with most of the time I feel weak and helpless. I spend more time on bed.. Doing many things on bed.. Which making me decided to change mattress and bed frame too.
I tend to be lonely..I am lazy to go out andbe sociable. However I keep contact with few close friends and starting go dating.. Once in Ipoh taking ets.. One dating my old school friend in Kota Warisan recently. I am happy with this few dates.
Till then. Happy New Year 2023 every body.
May our lives be blessed with health and contentment by Allah..
Wut
