My friends are coming down from KL..hurayyy..I am so happy. I am really looking forward to meet them. I would like to offer humble apology if my house and my hospitality are not as good as you would have expected my friends, ...I am just a kampong folk. We are just excited that both of you are willing to come over to this rural area. Hope we will have fun and the visit will not be the first and the last. Hehe..
My girl Ayuni has received the offer to go to SM Sains Bagan Datoh. Her teacher called and asked me to check in the net. I went home with mixed feelings...letting her go or asking her to stay and forget the offer. I went to sleep early but later woke up around 3. My husband was also up. We chatted quietly about my feelings...truly, I am not happy. I don't want her to go. The only reason for this...that I will be lonely. I didn't say this to my husband but I guess he could read my feeling. He teased me saying that I will loose a team member..and he gains one ( Idham is at home..so my husband has a chat friend now). When he said this, almost immediately tears began running down my cheek. I know he was just teasing but I was so sad that Ayuni is going. Nevertheless, I know she is a big girl already..and I will have to let her go. Its for her own good. Even though she will be away for only two years, I realize that my children have started moving out...and later they will be far away from me. And thinking of that idea is making me even more sad..