I received the phone call last Thursday telling me that I got through the interview and I am supposed to start the 5 months course this coming Sunday - to register. It was a real luck of me to be given a chance to choose to go the south or to the north. I was supposed to go north, some 300 km away from home. But by Allah Grace I managed to squeeze myself in to the nearest course location..only 150km away from home. For a start I have to stay there for 3 weeks..later to come back home doing assignments and through a website and e-mails.
I didn't want to go but my husband said what is the purpose of attending the interview and traveled more than 300 km when finally I rejected the offer. And he said Idham is around to look after Aurora..better going now rather than waiting later and at that time Idham should have gone somewhere after the SPM results is out. And when I asked for his consent to go, he said yes. Go now.
So I am going..starting this Sunday..Please Allah help me to go through the course without much problems and give us strenght to be parted for a while. One thing for sure..I am going to miss Aurora a lot. I am going to cry missing her..Please Allah..let me be strong.