Many things had happened since the last time I put my entry. I had one shocking news about my relatives, few sad stories about my friends and many days spent thinking about myself...and now one first big move after I had done thinking. I am deeply, deeply stressed out and seriously thinking of moving out of here. I know I cannot get it done as quickly as I want, so my first move is putting a distance with every body here. Then it would not be awkward for either me or them if I have to move out immediately. I totally ignore the crowd and stay inside my room all the time and only go out to attend important matter. Let is be.
Later this afternoon I have a date with my sister. We are in a mission which is quite impossible to accomplish. We are going to my cousin's house to comfort her, to help ( how), to lend our ears, to offer a shoulder to cry on, even to cry together...She is not feeling well with chronic asthma and emotionally suffers because her husband is having extra marital affair with another lady....(sign).. I am tired of looking for the answer of why this world is full with cruel people? I am tired. Really tired.