I have tons of work. Besides the normal ones, there are meetings to chair or to attend, several working papers to be sent to the boss, minutes to be typed..discussions with the boss, with my subordinates etc. Oh my..where I am going to start? But still I manage to steal few minutes to put new entry in my blog. Why? Coz I am so stressed out and this blog is for me to unwind, to relax, to express my feelings..
Just after lunch break an officer came to see me asking for my signature over some documents. Later we had a chat regarding the reasons for him to apply for a course..in other words he was not happy to be in the office thus wanting to attend a short course. Hmm..I was thinking there goes another fellow who too is not happy to be here. Not just me alone then..However both of us are having different reasons to apply out. Him, wanting to explore opportunities outside the working environment. Me, applying out because I am scared of losing my patient over few office mates here and..afraid of losing control over my emotions over some body..
What a complicated life..or I wonder am I making things complicated when actually things are simple and are not so burdensome. Well.. let me sleep over it.
One thing I am sure of..I am not the only one with this limbo feeling..at least there is another person who shares the same boat..