Sometimes it was too much until I got up from my bed after tossing and turning for hours..unrolled my praying mat, and prayed..prayed hard and talk..a long talk with my creator..asking for help. Please help me to forget..to move on..to throw away all these feelings back to the person who started it first.
I am suffering..too much until I become so clever of hiding it from any body. I manage to potray my smiling face, performing my tasks with excellent results..but when I am alone, at nights..all changed. I am slowly being dragged to depression..and I know I have to stop.
I have only a friend..
Till then..
