The blooming pink flowers
I have not written anything for this month. Not that my life is dormant without any events or activities. The opposite.
It is a hectic life and my life is not boring. I even slowed down many things just to let my relax and my aching limbs rest. I try not to walk too many steps during my morning walk.. I sit a lot and enjoy the scenary, to listen to birds chirping or simply having a nice chat with my sis. I enjoy more the quietness and loneliness.
I cook almost every day but now I refuse to rush my morning routine. If I woke late, I just told Aurora to have her break at school by buying the food at the canteen. I don't want to rush to the kitchen and forced my self to prepare her bekal hastily. Aurora needs to learn that one day I will be gone. So far she is okay with canteen food and it makes me happy.
As for dinner I tried to cook my husband favourite dishes even only one dish. He is not demanding and understands that his wife is an old lady without energy to stand long in the kitchen.
My body is getting weaker and is sensitive to even small error. I have to look closely on my food intake and my blood pressure. I always talk to Allah.. Please let me be healthy for I need to perform well as God 's servant.. As a mommy to my children.. As a wife to my husband.. As a sister to my siblings and as the owner of this ailing body that Allah have loaned to me some 61 years ago..
Please Allah.. Take me when I am well.. Grant me the husnul khotimah closure.. Aminn ya rabbal alaminn..
Wut
