When will...

 

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I could not do my work...

I cannot focus..

Stop typing and cry again and again...

Astaghfirullah..

When will this misery move away from my heart..

I cannot bear it any longer...

Goodbye 2019...

In my whole life, 2019 is one of the saddest years ever..beside 1999 and the year 2000.

As if the changing of the decade will be marked down with sadness..misery..losses..heartbreak..

I am looking forward to the day I retire..so the next thing I will do is to complete the form, making sure all the necessary things taken care off..work for two more years and two months and say goodbye..

The recent event.. the tears...the chaos ..the politics in this office is unbearable..is suffocating..I need to let go..

Allah the Greatest Planner..please let me work in calm..let me do my best for the last two years of service..and let me go quietly..unceremoniously...

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Goodbye 2019...my heart breaks each time I am thinking about him..

I cry..again