I am desparate!!

When will the letter come?? I keep asking my friend until she gets tired of consoling me and telling me again and again that "THE LETTER WOULD COME..WOULD COME..WOULD COME" But WHEN??? Hmm..I, myself am tired of waiting..and waiting. Huh!

That letter and this feeling are slowly eating me alive. I wish somebody could tell me " Stop it!" or "Forget it!" or "You're crazy and stupid!!". May it would bring me back to my senses.

Life..and challenges would not stop as long as you are still human. This is my life and I am going through it with hardship...Allah, give me strenght, please..